I’m back.
I spent much of the past few days re-reading old entries and having immersed myself so thoroughly in that “world that was”, I almost feel like I am speaking to myself and to my old readers from the future. Though here I am, right in the present as always.
When I returned here, mere days ago, it was with a vision of re-purposing this space as I am, again, in a period of transition in my life. Now that I am slightly reacquainted with the onebreath of this other dimension, I recognize her strength and resilience in a way I could not when I was living it for the first time.
I hope to draw upon that strength again.
General updates:
- Relationship Status: After living together, trying very hard and believing we just might get out happy ending after all, I had a recent breakup. With the same man from old entries!!! I *think* I have finally learned that lesson. It only took 9 years. Though also read here: jewelinthehand.com
- Eating Disorder Status: In recovery. Still. It’s a hell of a road, this one.
- Health Status: In flux. I recently have had some difficult times related to diabetes complications but I learned (today!) that things are looking better. I’ve been doing a happy dance in my head all day.
- Self Status: Still searching for meaning and purpose that fill me up without tripping up all my insecurities and self doubt.
So I guess that’s where I am.
I’m still not sure where I’m going.
But I am here. Now. Living my life.
From the very talented Francois at Sketches in Stillness