September 21 – Oops – this was supposed to be my first triumphant entry in what I am dubbing – Italy, Diabetes and ED. Maybe – the title is a work in progress. (edit – you can see I changed it but not much).
Anyhow, that’s on hold for a moment as the plane is rather bumpy at the moment and though I try to remain wise and okay with it, yep, I’m not. I did so well with the wind as we headed out of Amsterdam that I think I was overly proud and optimistic about his last little leg. Instead, here I am kind of freaking out again.
I really did have this moment of peace on the way up and almost an indulgent fondness for my anxiety. I wish that was back now.
Oh well. Let’s try anyway. Here I am! In the air on my way back to Italy – the place where my heart finds peace even when the world is chaos. This time, since I don’t really have much of a plan, my plan is to capture (if only for myself) the challenges of diabetes and and ED while doing one’s best to embrace life and recovery.
But first this plane needs to land safely.
